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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
assesment. assesment.

haduh.
banyak sekali assesment sama tugas sama quiz sama test.
im doomed.

haLah.

"this class has the worst attitude ever"
-mark roberts

Friday, February 24, 2006
cape.

today's forecast: Listen to -- and obey -- your body. It's telling you that you need to slow down now. [copied from friendster]

finally, computer's day is oveeer!
huaaa.
so tired today!
i think i used all of my voice by yelling at the juniors to stand in the f**cking line.
luckily i have done my english role play ^^. eventhough it's not what i expected to be, we had a great time out there =D
haduh.
my throat is killing me slowly. and painfully.
halah.
i think i should follow my stars, and start resting. i need to slow down. >.<
while tomorrow is saturday.
huh.
great time to fall sick.
however, i'll try my berst not to go anywhere tomorrow.
even to starbucks.

*great temptation*

hahahaa.
to you all aries-ers out there, take it slow!
soundtrack: john legend-take it slow.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006
panas.

aneh deh.
3 hari ini..
the weather is killing me.
panas banget!!!
32deegre celsius.
damn.

soo..
assesment has come.
im so dead.
my maths sucks.
i think i'll finally take tuition.

uhm..
hot.
burning.
melting.
dying.

im so happy
becuase earlier mr mark said that my alibrandi journal is excellent.
im glowing.
hahahaa
>,<

so
hot.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

happy valentine's day everyoneee. lol. Posted by Picasa

Sunday, February 12, 2006
the pianist.

the pianist is the coolest movie ever.
i love you adrien brody.
today i went to crowne plaza hotel to attend holand education fair.
and then went home, watched the pianist at my basement
[you know where right?]
and..
it rocks.
i love you adrien brody.
suddenly i feel that i took everything i hav for granted.
and i wanna change.
thank you adrien brody.
i love you.
forever
and ever.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i'm loved. and i couldn't care less. Posted by Picasa

nothingness

can you see what i see?
no i don't think you can
i see images of nothing
and i attempt to make that
nothingness mean something
as hard as i try there is
still nothind and that nothing
is meaningless
i am somewhere elsa now, outside
i am surrounded by people and
the sky. i see the people and the blueness of the sky
but still nothing had changed
everything remains the same
i am still alone.
-John Barton, looking for alibrandi

looking for alibrandi.

looking for alibrandi is the best novel i've ever read.
seeing it now, my type of novel is not what you can call intelligent.
i used to like chicklit.
but now i think they're stupid.

looking for alibrandi is very beautiful.
i can see myself through the character of josephine alibrandi, who always exaggerate things, and sometimes even lie.
i always thought that my very-simple problems is the end of the world.
but it's not.
through josephine's journey, i learned that life is not what we think it is.
i learned that one's life can be so easy to lose.
because we are mortals.
what we consider as the end of the world,
is nothing
once we realized that we're loved.

our lifes is going somwhere good because of the good people around us.
dont be stressed because of people who talk behind your backs.
because it is human nature to do that.
eventhough we didnt commit any sins, or murder,
we cannot stop them.
what we can do is stop payin any attention
and care less.

what we learned now
as the 21st generation
is different with our parents and grandparents.
that is what we call generation gap.
sometimes we disagree with them
because we think they're too strict or something.
what we never realize
is that we one day will be just like them.
maybe now we think we're right
that old people dont have life, or passion in their life.
they was once young too.
just like us.
but through their own life experience
they learnt about sacrifices.
and that's what we'll do.
we sacrifice
for the people we love.

life is hard
and sometimes' it's shit.
but that's the challenge.
we can die in 10seconds
but we will live for 80years.
we will have challanges
when we were married
have children
doing our exams
assignments
that's why we mustn't surrender
and do our best.
to b liberated
from what's no more than ourselves.
to love our culture
nationalities
religions
and be proud of it
to accept it
as us.
because they run in our blood
as our identity.
unlike our names
that we might change.
because it is who we are.


dont you care for what other's think or say about you.
think about what the people who loved you think.

Friday, February 10, 2006
february 10th 2006

halo blogiiieeeeee..!!
i am terribly sorry for my absence in mriting to you >.<..
i am soo busy these days.

here are some things that i done to keep you in the right track:
1. summarized chapter 3 and 4 business studies for my 1st quiz. did it for the whole day. so tired. got full mark. so happy.
2. took some crazy pictures at the library with marshall's vaio laptop. [some will be posted here]
3. got a kit kat from mr mark. >,<
4. read 'looking for alibrandi'. it's a very good novel!! a funny and entertaining one.
5. did my coupon design for the computer day.
6. cut the coupons.
7. prepare the food for teachers and comitee for computer day.
8. study. study, study.
9. drove again to puri mall.
10. lunch time meetings for valentine's day.
11. i did my english alibrandi journal till chapter 6.
12. got a slip for late to business class.
13. study.
14. study.

to do:
1. write the script for bahasa indonesia play.
2. go to taman anggrek to spread quessionares for religion essay.
3. finish cutting the coupons.
4. urusin data computer's day.
5. bikin menu buat teachers.

Monday, February 06, 2006
saya bolos,

i didnt go to school today.
went to bed last night at 1am and woke up this morning at 6.40am. what a fckd up start.
i stayed in my room al day, tried to get some sleep.
soo. my eyes are still red. will i go to school tomoro? we'll see lah ya.

what i missed today:
1. mr mark.
2. 3hours of maths class.
3. mr mark.
4. alex fighting with mr andri. [yess, THAT andri].
5. having dun with audi in class.
6. writing stupid and pointless letters to audi eventhough she sat infront of me.
7. chatting in lunch time.
8. mr mark's voice.
9. seeing mr mark's face.
10. ran from class to class transition to locker and chat with friends.
11. 1hr of bahasa indonesia period.
12. 1hr of computer.
13. 1hr of religion.
14. 1hr of character building.
15. 20mins break.
16. 40mins lunch time.
17. siomayyy.. hahahaa.
18. gosip.
19. mr mark.
20. reading 'looking for alibrandi' with mr mark.

hahahaa.
i case you forgot, mr mark is my english teacher. hahahaa.

haduh, there's this coolest eyeglasses from alexander mcqueen. i want it. i want it.
but it cost 1,5 milion. halah.

okok, gotta go have dinner now.
cyaa

Sunday, February 05, 2006
aduhh

my eyeeeeeees..
haduh.
bloodshot.
this is the busiest time of the semester.
as osis, i must prepare for the coming valentine's day.
and as panitia for the computer day, i have to prepare too!
haduh.
what a bad time to be sick.
damn.

ps: tanya ms christina, detentionnya bs diundur ngga..? klo perlu blg aja mo ke dokter bla bla bla

sunday

halo2 bloogie.
haduh.
my eyes is STILL swollen.
dunno if i can go to school tomoro.

*evil grin*

haduhh.. im so bored. nothing to do. halah. jadi kangen skolah. haduh tomoro i have detention pula. halah. im so dead.

pleasseeeee GOD. heal me today.. i have a detention tomoro and i have to conduct the divosion tomoro. walah. so amny to do tomoro. cat afford to skip anymore maths class. halah. mo bolos aja susah.

Saturday, February 04, 2006
mata saya

haduh.
mata saya infeksi.
baru plg dr graha medika neh.
bengkak sebelah
mati lah
senen dah sembu blum ya?
mana ad detention lg senen

haduh

Thursday, February 02, 2006
lol

im now in msn conversation with ogre.
and i cant stop smiling.

first, i changed my personal msg into : 'ogre suka sidok'
ogre: den, gw gampar ya. ganti personal msg lu! skrg! SKRG!

my new personal msg: 'ogre suka sidok tapi malu2'
ogre: GW GAMPAR BENERAN NIH YA BSK! GANTI!

my new personal msg: 'ogre suka membully rakyat kecil'
ogre: yg ga ad ogre2nya bisa ga den??

my current personal msg: 'michael rusli suka membully rakyat kecil'
ogre: den, bs ga yg ga berbau gw msgnya??
denica: apa? gw ga cium apa2 kok.
ogre: -

lol.

ogre

aduh.
sebel.
sama
ogre.

im in sdd class right now doing my summary. and he's annoying. he keeps on asking and asking endless questions. grrrr.

gtg now. need to concentrate now.
have economics after this.
good.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
tired!

helo2 blogie.
sory cant write much today.
so busy.
had a usual boring and stressful day.
have to make 520 coupons for the coming ipeka computer day.
need to make survey for consumption for that day also.
need to find the perfect ice cream picture for the coupons.
need to study maths for tomorrow - a test.
need to start catching up with sdd classes!
have to decide to order hoka2 bento or iciban sushi for the computer day - 100boxes.
have to cut my nails- its realy killing me.

damn.
if i know i'll be this busy now,i would never agree to be the panitia of that compuer day thingy.
*sigh*

reminder: check with tante arta whether or not she can prepare those cordon blues for student's snacks.