last day of hurrays.

today is my last day of school because starting tommorow onwards, i will have a fortnight mid-term break. im so glad to have this break, to get away from my daily routine (wake up at 6.15, someties 6.40-go to school till 3.10-watch cnn till 5.30-watch the nanny at halmark's-change the channel to disney channel at 6.00-do any assignments for the next day-have dinner-turn on kings of convinienve-go online-brush my teeth-pray-read novel for 30minutes-and sleep) which i have been doing for the past year.

i feel liberated.

now i can sleep late wake late. hahaha. the kind of break that i longed to have. however, to keep in mind all the time: study. revise the things that i missed when day dreaming in class, especially economics and maths.

i finished reading the comic "maus". it was really good. it tells about a relationship between a family through the holocaust. the story itself uses lots of metaphors. thisis based on true story. the jews are pictured as mouses. the germans as cats. the americans as dogs. the pollish as pigs. the french as frogs. and so on. this caricatures brought meaning to the comic itself. the pictures say a thousand words. from the mouses chased by the cats and saved by the dogs, to pigs that are brazen.

i really enjoyed reading such books now. i meann.. chicklits are fun, but they'r pointless. the main issues of those novels is how to get size 1 or how to change your outfits into somethingreally trendy. i wont be able to learn anything by reading those types of novels, and i really really wished to increase my social understanding of new subjects.

i quite enjoyed readingjohn steinbeck's novel. i read "of mice and men" a week ago and i am surprised to see how such thin book can do its trick on my emotion. i feel as if i am bonded to the characters. im really sad to see their lives, while im sitting here and type on this blog.

eversince i developed a habit of watching cnn, i've been constantly thinking. what can i do to ease their sufferings? and till now i dont know yet.

9:13 PM ·

when reflecting back on those short years we've been together, i really missed your presence in my life. sometimes i even look around in the garden incase you're there, and we can be together again like before. i cant remember every time im mad at you for stealing my food or scratch my skin. but i certainly can remember the happiness you brought into my life by just looking at your tiny and furry face. i loved you. and i still love you. in memory of che-che. june 2004. 

8:34 PM ·