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Friday, April 28, 2006
family counts. we were literally dragged to take these pictures, but now when we look at it again, smile is our reaction. CALLING ALL WIDODOS OUT THERE. CEPAT PULANG!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
audi and denica. partner in tons of things. especially foto narsis dan bodoh and adobing them.
im seeing the world through water. everything blurry, and hurting my eyes. will i ever be able to see the sunlight once again?
denica and nadia. two victims of the child violation performaed by ms yuli the torturer. hahah. sdd = fun. miss those days. see ya thursday, nadia! and you too ms yuli. haha. how is the picture? cetita?
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
im confused. what is happening to this world? im scared. im scared that the world is going into total and complete destruction, and all of it is caused by no other than man's greediness. why god. what should we do? we need you now more than ever. we're all scared god. all of us is growing apart, each driven by their own desire to enrich themselves without considering the others. the nazis may have been gone, but why are we still living in the holocaust?
to: cetita, somewhere in holland.
from: nik, somewhere in jakarta.
subject: cds and books.
message: ce, emailnya failed trus! untung adik cc yg satu ini ga gaptek. here are my orders =p :
nik wants:
1. jarnes yang album terbaru.
2. kings of convinience - silence is the new loud
3. james blunt - back to bedlam
book: 1. east of eden - john steinbeck
2. grapes of wrath - john steinbeck
more coming.
from: nik, somewhere in jakarta.
subject: cds and books.
message: ce, emailnya failed trus! untung adik cc yg satu ini ga gaptek. here are my orders =p :
nik wants:
1. jarnes yang album terbaru.
2. kings of convinience - silence is the new loud
3. james blunt - back to bedlam
book: 1. east of eden - john steinbeck
2. grapes of wrath - john steinbeck
more coming.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
national humiliation.
it has officially begun.
they arrived, delicately packed in boxes.
they got that innocent look,
but now i know better.
there are 8 of them
all carefully addressed to our house
and sent by carefully hand-picked porters.
in blue uniform.
they are brown in colours
seated on their boxes
on their surfaces, the kanfas.
and their wooden frames
coming from long distance
from what no other than
KING FOTO.
they arrived, delicately packed in boxes.
they got that innocent look,
but now i know better.
there are 8 of them
all carefully addressed to our house
and sent by carefully hand-picked porters.
in blue uniform.
they are brown in colours
seated on their boxes
on their surfaces, the kanfas.
and their wooden frames
coming from long distance
from what no other than
KING FOTO.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
happy birthday to my little brother EVAN ARIEF HUTOMO, the most annoying boy i ever met. haha. enjoy that motorola razor okae? happy blessful birthday!
someone told me this: "to see the rainbow, first you have to overcome the rain.". i fully realize that i am now in year 11, 1 more year to graduation. i want to go to Singapore Management Universities more than anything else. but recently i sudenly developed a thought that my marks wont pass me into SMU. espcially maths. calculus. i used to think that i have done all i can, but i always failed, till the point when i consider preparing myself for tests simply useless. but now my these words opened my eyes. i did not work hard enough to overcome the rain, and i certainly dont want to get stuck in it forever. i know i can pass the rain, even the storm if i want to. i have the power, but i never used it. starting 2nd term, i want to change. here i come ms eliana mnd mr kris. i'll sit uptight and listen this time.
Friday, April 21, 2006
chinese cinderella
Once upon a time, there was a little girl called Ye Xian who lived during the Tang dinasty in China. Her father had 2 wives and 2 daughters, one by each wife. Ye Xian's mother died, followed by her father. Her stepmother maltreated her, showing preferences to her own daughter.
Ye Xian was a tallented potter and spent her time at the wheel perfecting her skill. People came from far and wide to purchase her pots. Her only friend was a goldfish which she loved dearly. Soon, her stepmother became jealous, caught the fish, and ate it, hiding the fishbones under a pile of manure. Ye Xian found the bones and hid them in her own room. The presence of the fishbones gave off magical rays which imparted a special sheen in to her pots.
A Great Festival was being held but Ye Xian was forbidden by her stepmother to attend. After her stepmother and sister left, Ye Xian dressed herself in a beautiful cloak of kingfisher feathers and a pair of gold shoes which were light and elegant.
At the festival, she spoke briefly to the local war-lord who was struck by her beauty. Her stepmother recognised her and started to chase her. Ye Xian ran home but she lose one of her golden shoes, which was then found by the war-lord. He ordered all the girls in his kingdom to try it on, but it was too small. The cobbler who had made the shoes recognised his creation and came forward, telling the warlord of Ye Xian, who had traded one of her pots for the gold shoes. Through her own talent and effort, Ye Xian had bought the shoes which lead eventually to marriage with the war-lord. They lived happily ever after.
to other Ye Xians out there, talent and hard work will gain you your own princes. You are NOT unwanted. Please keep in mind that you are not alone, but just not yet found.
Ye Xian was a tallented potter and spent her time at the wheel perfecting her skill. People came from far and wide to purchase her pots. Her only friend was a goldfish which she loved dearly. Soon, her stepmother became jealous, caught the fish, and ate it, hiding the fishbones under a pile of manure. Ye Xian found the bones and hid them in her own room. The presence of the fishbones gave off magical rays which imparted a special sheen in to her pots.
A Great Festival was being held but Ye Xian was forbidden by her stepmother to attend. After her stepmother and sister left, Ye Xian dressed herself in a beautiful cloak of kingfisher feathers and a pair of gold shoes which were light and elegant.
At the festival, she spoke briefly to the local war-lord who was struck by her beauty. Her stepmother recognised her and started to chase her. Ye Xian ran home but she lose one of her golden shoes, which was then found by the war-lord. He ordered all the girls in his kingdom to try it on, but it was too small. The cobbler who had made the shoes recognised his creation and came forward, telling the warlord of Ye Xian, who had traded one of her pots for the gold shoes. Through her own talent and effort, Ye Xian had bought the shoes which lead eventually to marriage with the war-lord. They lived happily ever after.
-chinese cinderella pg. 224 by ADELINE YEN MAH
to other Ye Xians out there, talent and hard work will gain you your own princes. You are NOT unwanted. Please keep in mind that you are not alone, but just not yet found.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
sdd sdd sdd sdd sdd sdd sdd sdd sdd. sdd hari selasa! ayo ayo ayo. kata ms yuli kalo nilai diatas 50 ditraktir bakmi agoan =D. dasar guru makanan. nyuap pun dengan makanan. hahaha.
sedang sdd bersama nadia. bingung. si ms yuli kemana lagi sih? anak2nya ditinggalkan begini saja..
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
bosan.
great start.
mathematics extension 1 this morning.
way to go, ms eliana.
great exam.
okee!
calld audi just now.
tekad!
berjuang besok busines!!
no more msn and cnn!
go go go!!
mathematics extension 1 this morning.
way to go, ms eliana.
great exam.
okee!
calld audi just now.
tekad!
berjuang besok busines!!
no more msn and cnn!
go go go!!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
judgment day
judgment day has come
oh god.
help me to cope with this sudden pressure
EXAM WEEK.
great.
bet i wont even pass maths and mathematic extension 1.
god.
i have sinned
because laziness overcomed me
during classes
and now
i get the fruit of my action
EXAM.
oh god.
help me to cope with this sudden pressure
EXAM WEEK.
great.
bet i wont even pass maths and mathematic extension 1.
god.
i have sinned
because laziness overcomed me
during classes
and now
i get the fruit of my action
EXAM.
Monday, April 17, 2006
i was just wandering around, day dreaming as you can say when i saw this picture. i was dumbstruck, seeing how a single picture can play with my emotion like this. no words can ever express the emotion shown by this picture, of how 2 iran siblings lost their parents, but they still got each other. have we ever felt something like that..? to feel that all we have in this world is each other. i agree with the movie "crash", thet we all tend to live behind steels, that we all forgot about the sensation of touch.
Friday, April 14, 2006
friends for live.
had my birthday party today <3
really tiring,
but fun.
really fun.
it's like..
my garden is a fu-producing-factory.
i love you guys!!
audi nadia marisa josepin paulina ogre wh subi gerry!!!
me nadia wubi and ogre went to ranch market this afternoon
bought lots of stuff
funny really
first time i went to shop daily necesities with friends.
it's like we're not in indonesia
i felt so grown up.
nice.
i actually can resist the temptation of the import goods in ranch market.
just bought the basic goods - meat, sausages, mozarella cheese, tomato ketchup, sugar, corns, chips, UNALCOHOLIC SPARTKLING RED WINE, rootbeer, coke, and kecang atom pedas for subi.
it's so much fun!
and then
subi and ogre dropped me and nadia and the groceries home because
subi had to fetch his momma from ta.
that's when me and nadia decided to cook noodles
and make grape jellies
yummy.
we had a candlenight lunch
haha!
and the we go back to the garden
to prepare things
set the tables,
placed the candles,
clean up a little
and voila.
then we played piano together (which is so indulging when we played a music together)
and i heard the honk of my baby
xtrail
and my maid suddenly called us
"mba nik, ini dagingnya cuma 6? bukannya yang dateng 12?"
damn.
i had to do somthing to rescue my bbq dinner
and something shines
like an angel
in a black velvety colour.
yep.
i took xtrail to ranch market to get more meat
and to carefour to get some tusuk sates
then we decided to relax our rushing adrenaline for a bit
by going to starbucks =D
i met mr jamie my true love, mr glenn cox who helped me with my detentions, ryan the barista, derry, sarah, and mandy.
hahaa
so many gossips!
then we are pulled back into reality
where our guest are on their ways to my house
our so-called base.
and soon we're on my baby black and velvety xtrail
on our journey back home
and we met wh on the way there
hahaa.
then the bbq started!
i got bored by the boys' attitude.
they're just..
so full of themselves
we are separated
by a thin glass
where girls talked with girls
and boys with boys.
i was annoyed
but as time passes, we started to blend
and when the incredible smell of the roasting meat indulged us,
we prayed, lead by wh, to begin our feast.
when all the excitement of dinner faded,
i was LITTERALY digotong into my own pool!
then one by one
started to get wet
as ogre the monster started to drag everyone else into the pool
dragging ogre is the hardest excercise for us all
he was like a fish
a huge one
he was so damn heavy that cant move him an inch!
then he started tugging on the lampost
huah!
but we succeded in the end
we brought the monster down.
hahah.
next is all going so fast!
all i can remember is laughter and joy
haha
now im so fcking tired
my bones are aching
but i found writing this event down in this blog as a must
because i want to remember this day
forever
16 turned out to be so great!
<3
really tiring,
but fun.
really fun.
it's like..
my garden is a fu-producing-factory.
i love you guys!!
audi nadia marisa josepin paulina ogre wh subi gerry!!!
me nadia wubi and ogre went to ranch market this afternoon
bought lots of stuff
funny really
first time i went to shop daily necesities with friends.
it's like we're not in indonesia
i felt so grown up.
nice.
i actually can resist the temptation of the import goods in ranch market.
just bought the basic goods - meat, sausages, mozarella cheese, tomato ketchup, sugar, corns, chips, UNALCOHOLIC SPARTKLING RED WINE, rootbeer, coke, and kecang atom pedas for subi.
it's so much fun!
and then
subi and ogre dropped me and nadia and the groceries home because
subi had to fetch his momma from ta.
that's when me and nadia decided to cook noodles
and make grape jellies
yummy.
we had a candlenight lunch
haha!
and the we go back to the garden
to prepare things
set the tables,
placed the candles,
clean up a little
and voila.
then we played piano together (which is so indulging when we played a music together)
and i heard the honk of my baby
xtrail
and my maid suddenly called us
"mba nik, ini dagingnya cuma 6? bukannya yang dateng 12?"
damn.
i had to do somthing to rescue my bbq dinner
and something shines
like an angel
in a black velvety colour.
yep.
i took xtrail to ranch market to get more meat
and to carefour to get some tusuk sates
then we decided to relax our rushing adrenaline for a bit
by going to starbucks =D
i met mr jamie my true love, mr glenn cox who helped me with my detentions, ryan the barista, derry, sarah, and mandy.
hahaa
so many gossips!
then we are pulled back into reality
where our guest are on their ways to my house
our so-called base.
and soon we're on my baby black and velvety xtrail
on our journey back home
and we met wh on the way there
hahaa.
then the bbq started!
i got bored by the boys' attitude.
they're just..
so full of themselves
we are separated
by a thin glass
where girls talked with girls
and boys with boys.
i was annoyed
but as time passes, we started to blend
and when the incredible smell of the roasting meat indulged us,
we prayed, lead by wh, to begin our feast.
when all the excitement of dinner faded,
i was LITTERALY digotong into my own pool!
then one by one
started to get wet
as ogre the monster started to drag everyone else into the pool
dragging ogre is the hardest excercise for us all
he was like a fish
a huge one
he was so damn heavy that cant move him an inch!
then he started tugging on the lampost
huah!
but we succeded in the end
we brought the monster down.
hahah.
next is all going so fast!
all i can remember is laughter and joy
haha
now im so fcking tired
my bones are aching
but i found writing this event down in this blog as a must
because i want to remember this day
forever
16 turned out to be so great!
<3
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
big BIG dayy
what a day~!!
gilee. i felt really depressed today.
huah.
all of my friends have been ignoring me COMPLETELY since yesterday.
especially ogre.
grr..
economics, sdd, and business classes pass without me TALKING.
oh my god.
and audi told me that i should apologise to them, especially ogre.
but i didnt know what i did wrong..
so i didnt
and today, nobody actually congratulate me, not even a smile, or a shake hand.
im not upset because of this event, but im really upset for their looks.
i just cant figure out, are they friend, of foe?
and then
a period of economics passed
and lunch time started.
im perplexed
what am i gonna do?
am i gonna come up to them?
or what..?
and audi pulled me to join the group.
i went upstairs for orange juice with sarah and tasya,
and come back down
when audi told me to sit down and stop frowning.
and i did.
as soon as i sat, everyone started to look at each other in dismay,
and somehow, they looked annoyed.
i just sat there,
in killing silence.
and started to eat.
but suddenly ogre asked me
"den, lu kalo ada masalah sama gw bilang aja deh!"
and i cried.
i cannot hold it any longer
i said
" lu yang dari kemaren diemin gw trus. gw ajak ngomong ga dijawab!"
then ogre replied
"ya udah, sekarang lu trus terang aja, lu ada masalah apa ama gw??"
"lu yang dari kemaren ngerasa kalo nick gw nyinggung lu, padahal kan gw ga ada maksud!"
"hah?? gw?? apa hubungannya gw ama nick lu??"
"lu yang bilang.... gw... ga jadi deh."
and then marissa said: "eh, benerin tuh muka!"
paulina: " lu ngga usah nyolot gitu deh!"
and i sat there in total silence, playing with my fresh beverage.
and audi started screaming at them
defending me.
while eating her steak
the once by one, they started to leave the table.
paulina, josephine, marissa, nadia, and even ogre.
just me and audi left.
she hugged me
and cried also
but i was struggling hard to stop my tears.
and i patted her.
then i decided to go to the clinic
but audi stopped me
she said that if i go now, i means that i lose
and so i stayed
suddenly,
everyone was singing happy birthday
paulina carrying a cake
and candles
"16"
i can hardly see
everything seems blurred
everyone hugged me
saying sorry and happy birthday
i was filled with relief
i dont know why, but my whole body is trembling like a leaf.
but everyone hugged me so hard,
ogre patted my head
and lighted the candle.
and everyone, the whole canteen stared at us
"make a wish", they said.
i closed my eyes
with one simple wish
that i wished to come true
i wished
that next year,
i can celebrate my birthday with all of them once again.
next is all blurred
ogre started to slobbered the cream all over my face
and i cried even more
i cried for having such great friends.
i hate you guys, but i love you even more. dont stop being the most annoying creature on earth, AUDI, JOSEPHINE, MARISSA, NADIA, OGRE, PAULINA, SUBI, and WH. next year's a date.
gilee. i felt really depressed today.
huah.
all of my friends have been ignoring me COMPLETELY since yesterday.
especially ogre.
grr..
economics, sdd, and business classes pass without me TALKING.
oh my god.
and audi told me that i should apologise to them, especially ogre.
but i didnt know what i did wrong..
so i didnt
and today, nobody actually congratulate me, not even a smile, or a shake hand.
im not upset because of this event, but im really upset for their looks.
i just cant figure out, are they friend, of foe?
and then
a period of economics passed
and lunch time started.
im perplexed
what am i gonna do?
am i gonna come up to them?
or what..?
and audi pulled me to join the group.
i went upstairs for orange juice with sarah and tasya,
and come back down
when audi told me to sit down and stop frowning.
and i did.
as soon as i sat, everyone started to look at each other in dismay,
and somehow, they looked annoyed.
i just sat there,
in killing silence.
and started to eat.
but suddenly ogre asked me
"den, lu kalo ada masalah sama gw bilang aja deh!"
and i cried.
i cannot hold it any longer
i said
" lu yang dari kemaren diemin gw trus. gw ajak ngomong ga dijawab!"
then ogre replied
"ya udah, sekarang lu trus terang aja, lu ada masalah apa ama gw??"
"lu yang dari kemaren ngerasa kalo nick gw nyinggung lu, padahal kan gw ga ada maksud!"
"hah?? gw?? apa hubungannya gw ama nick lu??"
"lu yang bilang.... gw... ga jadi deh."
and then marissa said: "eh, benerin tuh muka!"
paulina: " lu ngga usah nyolot gitu deh!"
and i sat there in total silence, playing with my fresh beverage.
and audi started screaming at them
defending me.
while eating her steak
the once by one, they started to leave the table.
paulina, josephine, marissa, nadia, and even ogre.
just me and audi left.
she hugged me
and cried also
but i was struggling hard to stop my tears.
and i patted her.
then i decided to go to the clinic
but audi stopped me
she said that if i go now, i means that i lose
and so i stayed
suddenly,
everyone was singing happy birthday
paulina carrying a cake
and candles
"16"
i can hardly see
everything seems blurred
everyone hugged me
saying sorry and happy birthday
i was filled with relief
i dont know why, but my whole body is trembling like a leaf.
but everyone hugged me so hard,
ogre patted my head
and lighted the candle.
and everyone, the whole canteen stared at us
"make a wish", they said.
i closed my eyes
with one simple wish
that i wished to come true
i wished
that next year,
i can celebrate my birthday with all of them once again.
next is all blurred
ogre started to slobbered the cream all over my face
and i cried even more
i cried for having such great friends.
i hate you guys, but i love you even more. dont stop being the most annoying creature on earth, AUDI, JOSEPHINE, MARISSA, NADIA, OGRE, PAULINA, SUBI, and WH. next year's a date.
Monday, April 10, 2006
singapore
i had a dream.
a beautiful one.
i dreamt that i went to singapore, me and my luggage.
and i searched for an apartment
for me to live there
with my puppy.
i was so...
happy. and independent.
when i woke up, i felt like i'm alone
my dream had been taken from me, involuntarily.
and i woke to the scenery of jakarta,
where i was born.
drizzles keep coming down from the bluish sky
and i open the window
smeling the air
and at that very moment
im grateful
for being here.
i know
that someday
i, myself,
will the only one that will make my dreams reality.
for those of you out there,
find your singapores,
and live your life.
fill it with creativity
and you will achieve your goals someday.
countdown: 2days to the BIG day <3
a beautiful one.
i dreamt that i went to singapore, me and my luggage.
and i searched for an apartment
for me to live there
with my puppy.
i was so...
happy. and independent.
when i woke up, i felt like i'm alone
my dream had been taken from me, involuntarily.
and i woke to the scenery of jakarta,
where i was born.
drizzles keep coming down from the bluish sky
and i open the window
smeling the air
and at that very moment
im grateful
for being here.
i know
that someday
i, myself,
will the only one that will make my dreams reality.
for those of you out there,
find your singapores,
and live your life.
fill it with creativity
and you will achieve your goals someday.
countdown: 2days to the BIG day <3
the power of extrajos. hahaha. audi birthday, 8april 2006, green garden, 22:11. senangg. hahaha. kasian deh si ogre ngga ikut. hahaha.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
saturday, 8 april 2006
hay hayy.
sori didnt write anything for the past few days blogie X(.. my internet sucks. hte it. hate. dislike. grr..
i am COUNTING every second, WAITING for my precious-black-velvety-cute-and-adorable xtrail to come home. hiks. where the hell is he? fucking dealer.
and and annddddd.. last night i went to 'boulevard' in green garden to celebrate audi's birthday. sounds really cool right? boulevard. reminds you of green day's song, boulevard of broken dream. and to my surprise, boulevard is actually a WARUNG TENDA in the middle of the street. huh. another experience that you should NEVER, EVER, imagine something based on its name.
either way, we ate. i had half plate of nasi gila. it's a usual white rice, with some chickens, minced meatballs, and sausages on top of it. and it's OKAY. not bad, not good.
the most imp...
wait wait wait!! somebody honked.. wait!
OH MY GOD! THE MOMENT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A WEEK.. FINALLY.. XTRAIL.. MY PRECIOSUS-BLACK-VELVETY-CUTE-AND-ADORABLE XTRAIL IS HOME. MUAH MUAH MUAH. i can kiss the dealer now.
eww. cant believe i said that. ERASE IT FROM YOUR MIND. i will never ever kiss the dealer man. ew.
okok. where was i?
oh yea, that.
the most important thing is that we had TONS of fun! so happy! we took picture in the middle of the street! hah! haahha. took picture infront of stranger's houses. wuah. the power of 6. together, nothing is impossible.
next destination: monas and istana negara. hahaha. ditangkep polisi aja kita. hahaa.
okok. really hungry now. write to you again soon okay? lov ya blogie.
countdown: 4days to the big day <3
sori didnt write anything for the past few days blogie X(.. my internet sucks. hte it. hate. dislike. grr..
i am COUNTING every second, WAITING for my precious-black-velvety-cute-and-adorable xtrail to come home. hiks. where the hell is he? fucking dealer.
and and annddddd.. last night i went to 'boulevard' in green garden to celebrate audi's birthday. sounds really cool right? boulevard. reminds you of green day's song, boulevard of broken dream. and to my surprise, boulevard is actually a WARUNG TENDA in the middle of the street. huh. another experience that you should NEVER, EVER, imagine something based on its name.
either way, we ate. i had half plate of nasi gila. it's a usual white rice, with some chickens, minced meatballs, and sausages on top of it. and it's OKAY. not bad, not good.
the most imp...
wait wait wait!! somebody honked.. wait!
OH MY GOD! THE MOMENT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A WEEK.. FINALLY.. XTRAIL.. MY PRECIOSUS-BLACK-VELVETY-CUTE-AND-ADORABLE XTRAIL IS HOME. MUAH MUAH MUAH. i can kiss the dealer now.
eww. cant believe i said that. ERASE IT FROM YOUR MIND. i will never ever kiss the dealer man. ew.
okok. where was i?
oh yea, that.
the most important thing is that we had TONS of fun! so happy! we took picture in the middle of the street! hah! haahha. took picture infront of stranger's houses. wuah. the power of 6. together, nothing is impossible.
next destination: monas and istana negara. hahaha. ditangkep polisi aja kita. hahaa.
okok. really hungry now. write to you again soon okay? lov ya blogie.
countdown: 4days to the big day <3
6-4-2006, audilia's house. surprise birthday party by nadia-denica-ogre. happy happy <3. we brought cake and sang 'happy birthday's. btw, do you know that EVERY film that has a scene that contains the song 'happy birthday' MUST pay $10,000 to warner bros? interesting huh? watch: the corporation.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
berjamur.
huahh.
bored to hell.
what a great holiday. a week of fungus.
nothing to do. i mean.. the first days are ok, awesome. went to starbucks, puri, plaza senayan, nadia's house, puri, kemangi, puri, nadia's house, starbucks, puri, starbucks, puri.
but nowwwwww. huah. still have 4 more days to go.
going to audi's birthday on friday.
she held it in boulevard, a small kiosk on green garden.
gonna try 'nasi gila' for the first time.
an experience that will enrich my understanding of social differences =D.
btw, xtrail's not here. dad got it in insurance for what we have done to it.
{reaaaally reaalyyyy sorry, xtrail! get well soon okay? love, the widodos.}
andddd.. sad to say, my soon-to-be-18 brother got eye infection, like i was.
his eyes, like mine was, is swollen and RED.
ughh.. just the thought of that virus frove me insane.
i remembered when i had to be deprived from the world,
just me, me, me, and my room, my temple of solitude, my sanctuary, my Zen palace, and me.
with eyes swollen like tennis balls,
bloodshot,
hurt like hell,
and the loneliness, oh god..
huah.
NEVER. EVER. scrub your eyes before washing your hands.
dad is away, so only me, mom, my soon-to-be-18 brother, and my short brother.
kyu2 se tung is visiting.
having dinner outside EVERYNIGHT.
how tiring.
and XPENSIV.
really worried about my English and Economics Assessment..
>.<
however, the good news is....
1 week to the BIG day ^^v
bored to hell.
what a great holiday. a week of fungus.
nothing to do. i mean.. the first days are ok, awesome. went to starbucks, puri, plaza senayan, nadia's house, puri, kemangi, puri, nadia's house, starbucks, puri, starbucks, puri.
but nowwwwww. huah. still have 4 more days to go.
going to audi's birthday on friday.
she held it in boulevard, a small kiosk on green garden.
gonna try 'nasi gila' for the first time.
an experience that will enrich my understanding of social differences =D.
btw, xtrail's not here. dad got it in insurance for what we have done to it.
{reaaaally reaalyyyy sorry, xtrail! get well soon okay? love, the widodos.}
andddd.. sad to say, my soon-to-be-18 brother got eye infection, like i was.
his eyes, like mine was, is swollen and RED.
ughh.. just the thought of that virus frove me insane.
i remembered when i had to be deprived from the world,
just me, me, me, and my room, my temple of solitude, my sanctuary, my Zen palace, and me.
with eyes swollen like tennis balls,
bloodshot,
hurt like hell,
and the loneliness, oh god..
huah.
NEVER. EVER. scrub your eyes before washing your hands.
dad is away, so only me, mom, my soon-to-be-18 brother, and my short brother.
kyu2 se tung is visiting.
having dinner outside EVERYNIGHT.
how tiring.
and XPENSIV.
really worried about my English and Economics Assessment..
>.<
however, the good news is....
1 week to the BIG day ^^v
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
what a beautiful and calm day in IPEKA. miss it so much! so damn bored at home. nothing useful to do. exams coming. what am i going to do. halah. hahaa. miss you guys so much! eventhough i met audi yesterday. also nadia and ogre, yesterday and sunday. hahaha. what a ride, guys!